I asked a million times for your presence
and you never let me feel you
and then one day
I did, I could, it happened.
Now things will never be the same
I am constantly searching for that feeling again
when you were present
Loneliness is the worst feeling in the world
I wish I had been more careful of what I had asked for
The world into which I was cast
keeps breaking me
it seems a constant fight
No one loves you good enough around here
and the people that I find that do
don’t want me
Evil at hand
all I have is you
I know you are with me
and now I know why you do not show yourself
Only for that one hour in time
was my broken heart lifted
encompassed and kissed
and now I sit here alone again
waiting to forget what I know.
The lions den is full
I close my eyes so I can not see theirs.
Even the other part of me
wants to take a bite
and drools slathers
as you stand by, careful watchman
Light in the darkness
shield and sword
what would I be without you?
-wait! I know! For I have already been there
I would be darkness itself
right hand to the slavemaster
forever craving your presence
like I feel now.
Good thing this is only temporary.